Suffering
This
article has been written based on my own experience, professional
practice and reflection on
suffering teaching I received at the CSNM conference 2004.
Tim James, Paediatric Staff Nurse,
Paediatric Intensive Care Unit,
Bristol Royal Hospital for Children
The book of Job is a fantastic example of what suffering can be like,
and is relevant to the world around us today. Job was your usual
kind-of-guy who suffered, but yet trusted in God and brought glory to
our Father. I know from my own sufferings of past depression, I’ve
often asked God the question of Why? In my work in Paediatric Intensive
care I’ve been involved with children and families who have suffered
and sadly sometimes died, and I’ve asked God along with my patients –
“Why?”
Often as humans we want to know the reasoning behind our sufferings and
we can’t understand why God has allowed it to happen to us. We begin to
question God’s motives and doubt his love for us. The story of Job
shows us how he went through dreadful sufferings. Satan believed that
if the Lord took away all that had been given and blessed to Job, then
Job would curse God and turn away from the Lord. So Job went through
ill health and God allowed Satan to take away Job’s children, property
and livelihood too. But Jobs response is amazing throughout the book.
He gets down on his knees and worships the Lord: “The Lord gave, and
the Lord has taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord.” (Job ch1
v21b).
This bible book goes on to tell us of the further sufferings of Job and
how God eventually rewards him with fortunes, twice as much as he had
ever had before. Personally, Job’s story reminded me of how God has
strengthened my relationship with him through 3 years of ill health.
I’ve been well for over a year now. Through my experiences of severe
depression and desperation of life, there has been much good which has
come from those awful times. My relationship with the Lord is ten times
greater than it ever was before my illness. I have learnt to be reliant
on God and involve him in all areas of my life. I have a better
understanding of Mental Health issues and feel more equipped in
supporting friends, colleagues, patients and families who are ‘low’ or
depressed. It’s been a privilege to bring this skill into my
professional capacity.
But there’s even more to the events of Job to encourage us. The book of
Job reminds us of how God is sovereign overall and that includes
suffering and the control of Satan too. We will as Christians ask the
question of why we are suffering and why others suffer too. Could it be
a consequence of ‘the fall’? Probably I would say! But we aren’t always
capable of understanding all of Gods actions. Suffering is a mystery,
which is to be accepted. There will be times of testing for Gods
people: Do we love God? Or do we love our careers, car, comforts and
other things of this world? What we can be sure of knowing, is that all
things which have occurred, occur for God’s purpose (ch42 v2). It’s an
opportunity for glory to be brought to the Lords name!!!
Within the health profession we will most definitely see our patients
and their families question suffering and many will perhaps turn to God
and ask ‘why?’ There maybe an opportunity here for us as Christian
health
professionals to tell them about God and how he sent his only son
‘Jesus’ to suffer for all mankind’s transgressions. God is somebody who
knows all about suffering and most definitely suffers when his own dear
children suffer.
So what does it mean for us in this life? Well, I have learnt that at
times, things will be given and taken away. The question is, what will
our response be to God? Will we curse the Lord and turn away or will we
praise God and remain in “real faith” (commitment to God which is
unconditional)?
What will you do the next time you’re
suffering…?
Reflect on this song by Beth & Matt Redman…
BLESSÈD BE YOUR
NAME
In the land that is
plentiful,
Where Your streams of abundance
flow,
Blessèd be Your name.
And blessèd be Your name
When I'm found in the desert
place,
Though I walk through the
wilderness,
Blessèd be Your name.
Every blessing You pour out I'll
Turn back to praise.
When the darkness closes in,
Lord,
Still I will say:
Blessèd be Your name
When the sun's shining down on
me,
When the world's 'all as it
should be',
Blessèd be Your name.
And blessèd be Your name
On the road marked with
suffering,
Though there's pain in the
offering,
Blessèd be Your name.
You give and take away,
You give and take away.
My heart will choose to say:
Lord, blessèd be Your
name.
Further Reading:
Message of Job -
David
Atkinson, 1991, Inter-Varsity Press
If I were God, I’d end all the Pain -
John
Dickson 2001, Matthias Media
How Long, O Lord? -
Don Carson,
1990, Inter-varsity Press
What Could I say? -
Peter Hicks,
2000, Inter-varsity Press
A Practical Workbook for the Depressed Christian -
John Lockley 2001, Authentic Lifestyle